Today I went to college, been a long time not going anywhere actually. So tired and many things to do at home. So today I need to go to registry at college.
Suddenly I put on my old CDs on my car CD player, which reminds me of this song
LIKE A BOY - CIARA
this song reminds me of my past, a time when I close with someone (that is not Mr.RRBNer2). But lately I feel like this song really represent how I feel to all my x-boyfriends (woww banyak ke???)
A bad feeling that makes you think that:
THIS WORLD IS SO UNFAIR TO GIRLS
I WISH I WAS A BOY THEN
The feeling of the world that treated me unfairly was experienced by me during my younger age.
Hello, girls, do you feel this too:
1. Feeling of insecurity that your bf will go out with another girl.
2. Feeling disrespectful when the guys began to switch off their phone, not wanting us to disturb them.
3. Feeling being cheated when they lie to you, saying they are at home while they actually outside with friends lepaking til morning. (which is actually not a big deal for girls if we know it)
4. Feeling of being second priority, while their number one is THEIR CARS!
5. Password on laptop, password on handphone, password everywhere, as if they are hiding something.
6. They also put their phone in vibrate mode, not wanting you to know someone or "someone's" calling.
And that made my life feel SO INSECURE!
What do you think, guys? Am I acting too much?
Yea, at first I was blame it on myself. But later on I can say that almost ALL my x-bf are doing the same thing. They did that coz THEY REALLY WANT TO HIDE SOMETHING AND CHEATING ON US. Thank God, Allah still love me and showed me how bad my x-bf were...
And now, when I listen to the song again, THE FEELING IS GONE.
Alhamdulillah.
Being with Mr.RRBNer2, I never feel that way.
1. He's available to be called anytime.
2. He never runaway when picking up the phone, he even ok when I borrow his phone, saje just wanted to borrow his internet. But he isn't afraid of anything.
3. Yes, he does love car!!! But I can say his love to me is even more... hehehe...
4. Most of his meet up with his friends, I will be there. I love hanging around with his friends. And he also likes to be around my friends. So he never telling me he went out with someone I don't know coz I know all of his friends.
5. etc...
NOW I NEVER WISH I WAS A BOY ANYMORE
COZ SOMEONE HAS TEACH ME HOW LUCKY A GIRL IS
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